Am the only one who feels like this?

I feel like my IEP ruined my life I don't know why. Actually I blame it on my disability which I am on the autism spectrum disorder. I am 17 male And I feel like it has ruined my life And that I can't get all the required credits for college or after high school. I did not take s high school foreigen language cl and I did not really take any regular math but I did take regular English and science. I feel left out and stupid because I hate my self on the IEP and it felt like it ruined the fact of me ever getting a normal life. Am I the only one like this?